31-12-20

It's complicated, this life. No doubt.
Navigating this life without a map, or a compass is tricky.
I mean, really...who can you trust?

The long and short answer to that is: You.
Call it instinct, call it gut feeling.
Call it what you will.
Get quiet. Be still. Feel those feelings.
The answer will come.
Listening to your intuition is guidance...

30-12-20

I believe this might mean putting up with 'on purpose' negative or bad behavior from others.
Yes, I can choose to ignore it/them.
If it interferes with quality of life, say from 30 door slams a day from the unemployed drug dealing neighbour downstairs, it makes sense to explore your options.
Pick your battles wisely, as unfortunately ignorant, entitled or damaged individuals (as well as sociopaths, racists and bullies) exist, and there is no reasoning with them.

28-12-20

There is always a reason, a back story if you will, as to why this meme is selected for today.
Here is what inspired today's Food For Thought...

Once upon a time, I loved an artist who was quirky, handsome and larger than life. I saw his potential (I always see potential) at the expense of the now because I grew up in a very abusive household. When not being hit or targeted for the daily on-slaught of verbal abuse designed to diminsh my spirit, I often felt invisible. The only attention I received was negative.

I made a decision as a child to see people.

Fast forward to that relationship. I chose to see him.
It was difficult and chaotic. Loving a man-child always is. Maybe it was a social experiment.
I hoped it would involve reciprocated love, protection and respect.
He needed more than I could give. He was not one to build a life around.
He ended up dumping me on Christmas Day, as he was seeing another.